{"id":120,"date":"2018-03-07T04:44:00","date_gmt":"2018-03-07T04:44:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/iammaximillian.com\/?p=120"},"modified":"2024-03-23T04:45:00","modified_gmt":"2024-03-23T04:45:00","slug":"the-representative","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iammaximillian.com\/index.php\/2018\/03\/07\/the-representative\/","title":{"rendered":"The Representative"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>You&#8217;re a rap, the crowd&#8217;s delight<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They get you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They dance, sing n&#8217; sway<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>To <a><\/a>you&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Me?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m cloaked&#8230;a little<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deeper<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They call me poetry<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cause&#8230; I creep<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m slower to digest<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They&#8217;ve got to, think before they get me<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They escape into you, your beat, your flow&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Me? I&#8217;m what they&#8217;ll never truly know<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Words are my existence<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For you, they&#8217;re just tools<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They define my reasons, my why&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They make all the rules<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You see, I used to be as stone<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But now&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hurt and I feel,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I feel,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I feel&#8230; sensitive<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They move, bump, and sway to you,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But they have to feel me<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They call you dope,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But after a dose of me, they need dope<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Just to rise out of their beds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s all twisted here<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My truths manifest as your lies<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There is no remix, there&#8217;s only me<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My future, cut off like a vasectomy<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Raps can be remixed<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But poems stand solitary, in a way, free<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We&#8217;re different&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can you dig it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can you see it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You take a word and make it a slave<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But to that same word, I am enslaved<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Faithful to the verse, I exist unrehearsed<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You&#8217;re a crowd pleaser, an hors-d&#8217;oeuvre, a teaser<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They ingest you and long for more&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I&#8217;m too much, too deep, too real, too filling<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am your truth, the truth of who you are behind the facade<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am poetry<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And when you\u2019re honest, I&#8217;m your pain, your sadness, and all of your madness&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Do you recognize me?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m behind your anger and all of your vain<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vulnerable, soft, and wildly insane,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am the raw face, the truth, and the heart&#8217;s beat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You are rap, the face beat, the coverup, the one afraid&#8230; to be truly seen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am your source<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The blood that flows<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am poetry<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You&#8217;re just a representative<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Attractive, but ultimately, not real.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At least not to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You&#8217;re a rap, the crowd&#8217;s delight They get you They dance, sing n&#8217; sway To you&#8230; Me? 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